Saturday, May 29, 2010

Faith.....and timing

"Faith in God
includes faith in 
His timing"
Elder Neal A. Maxwell

When I read this quote today I thought of some dear friends. One is hoping her first biological baby doesn't arrive while her husband is out of town. Another is still waiting for their home to sell. Our ward is waiting for some major callings to be filled. We've been waiting for guidance on family matter for a looonnnnggg time.

I wouldn't say I'm a patient person but my 40+ years have taught me that 
even things I think are urgent and imperative can wait...
if that is what the Lord wants.
I think 6 years of faithfully and not so faithfully 
pleading, begging, praying, fasting, bargaining, listening, demanding, waiting, pondering, pouting, etc with the Lord for guidance about children for our family...infertility, adoption, etc tutored me.
Getting the answer to 
1. Go to Russia
2. Adopt 3 boys ages 2, 2.5 and 3
3. Going from decision to home with boys in 6 months and 3 days
Changes you!

No matter what else comes 
and those who know us, know much has come since that time
I can never deny God's timing.
I can never deny He knows best.
I can never deny that when necessary He can and will move mountain...and governements.
There is much we don't understand.
There are times I strongly disagree with His timing
But that is where faith comes in.
Those are the time when I hold tight to the memory of 
  the hand of God
placing three trusting hands in ours.
It reminds me to be faithful,
so that when it matters
I will be able to be where He needs me to be
and do what He needs me to do.

We continue to pray for those who are waiting.
It's a long, lonely journey.
We pray for peace, for hope, for patience
but most of all faith and strength
because sometimes the answer is more work than you were ready for
but BOY will it be worth it!


2 comments:

Kim Ence said...

Thanks Shelice. Just what I needed tonight. Though I still wish everything would get itself resolved yesterday!

The Starbuck Family said...

You made me cry, and realize that even your timing in writing this has it's special place in the scheme of life. I needed to hear it. =)
"Those are the time when I hold tight to the memory of the hand of God placing three trusting hands in ours.It reminds me to be faithful,so that when it matters I will be able to be where He needs me to be and do what He needs me to do."
You are wise beyond your 40 young years, and for that I am so grateful. Thank you for your listening to the spirit and sharing it with me. I love you guys!!!